December 2008
27 posts
goodbye 2008
im going to sleep finally. i drove all night last night and only napped for a few hours when i got home so i couldnt fuck up my sleep schedule totally.
tomorrow is the last day of ‘08. i have no plans for tomorrow night. idk. it doesnt really matter to me. i’m kind of excited to get into ‘09 already. ‘08 really kind of sucked. i lost a few friends and the most amazing guy...
my mom wants me to email alex and bitch at him for not even saying hello.
not sure if i want to or not. dont know if its even worth it.
this is mostly about him....
i havent updated in a while.. mostly due to the fact that i’ve been in new england since saturday. i forgot my macbook’s charger which meant only 2hrs of battery the whole weekend.
but why was i in new england? bayside obvvv. haha. picked up spencer sat afternoon and drove to bumblefuck connecticut to pick up zach. from there we headed towards boston. got there at like 7:30? and went...
i’m back home! but only for the night. i leave for boston again at like 1pm tomorrow.
christmas was ok this year. not the worst i’ve had but not the best. christmas eve was ok. the second i walked in the door my uncle handed me my cousin and said “i’m sick of her” and she just stared at my lip rings for like 10mns. then she pointed in the direction of the den so i...
at about this time every christmas i really miss my brother living at home.
when we were younger we both used to wake up balls early and set up camp in the living room. usually i was the first up and he’d hear me running down the stairs. he’d come down and we’d sort thru our stockings since my parents didnt care if we got those before they woke up. then we’d curl up under...
blahhh. home from dinner.
my dad officially sucks at gift giving. i got all exited when i took the wrapping paper off the first one because i saw on the side of the box ugg-like boots. and then i opened it and it was snow boots.. ugly ones. he gave me the reciept incase they were the wrong size… so.. they’re going back. oh yes.. and the clock radio. aha. i guess it made sense to him...
i am.. painting and drinking a monster
then going to bed.
its pretty ironic that i’m drinking an energy drink and planning to go to bed within an hour.
and its so unhealthy that i’m drinking it to begin with. i really need to start eating/ drinking healthier. energy drinks are the worst breakfast ever but its either that or starbucks. and i’m a fucking coke fiend… trust...
blah. so.. i’m not going to the love, robot show tonight. amanda is sick and i dont feel like going with just raffi. i dont really mind. thats like $20 i’m not blowing on nothing… i’m being so cheap lately. i mean.. buying $150 worth of bayside merch & show tickets & the sleeping merch is the reason for that.. i need a new job. i want to get a couple lenses or my...
i have the urge to do something right now. i dont care what it is. drive, paint, take pictures.. i just want to physically do something. i’ve been in my house for too long.. i’ve been in new york too long… thats why i’m actually glad i left my car keys upstairs in my moms room. i had one night when i lived in boston that i had to move my car off the street at 1am and then...
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my mom is home from north carolina!!! dinner then having whats left of my birthday cake with her. then keeping myself bust until heroes is on.
i have my lit final in the morning. :[ which means i have to cram tonight. reading ‘oedipus, the king’ then finishing ‘the great gatsby’. i’m glad i still have 2 monsters left from my last all nighter. it really shouldnt take...
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i think.. im staying home from my graphic design class today. i still have an absence left and staying home would give me time to work on my final.
i just remembered that i have to give a speech in my communications class. i kind of cheated and used an old essay from last semester for it. so it shouldnt be too bad.. i’ll just read the essay.
and.. my mom comes home from north carolina...
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blah. sarah silverman sucks. law and order sucks. the whatever the history channel has on sucks. wtf? am i supposed to go to fall asleep watching? i need to fall asleep like nowwww though. i have to get up early to work on my graphic design final.
my cat is sleeping on my feet and snoring away.. wish i was her. home improvement it is! balls. at least there wont be infomercials on when i wake up...